Health
There is no substitute for discipline, especially near the beginning of an undertaking. It is of the utmost importance. Lapses must be met with appropriate severity or the problem will never be dealt with.
Health
There may be some fairly serious measures required to restore your good health. Most likely you will need surgery of some kind. Do not try to forestall or avoid any medical procedures. They are the only way to recover.
At this moment, your concerns and conflicts are unmoving.
